Rantings of a Mad Poet

[MadPoet]

6:25 P.M. 7/24/2004

The Lonely Walker

I walk these halls
every night as
loneliness fill my heart,

looking for a lover,
who will take me
in his arms,

one who will want me,
despite all my faults,
one who will need me,
as much as I need him,
one who will be true,
and has no deceit,

for all too many have
been that way with me,
so I go in my lonely vigil
to find someone to love,

another night, another day
without that special him
this agony that I carry
will it ever end... sighh

kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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9:13 A.M. 8/14/2004

Saturday morning
once again,
rain and hurricane
on its way,

flashlights charge,
water on hand,
frig turned up high
for when the
power goes off,

things off the floor,
just in case,
sipping my coffee
worrying some,
boy oh boy,
who needs this... sighh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
PS Send me your comments, [e-mail] Yess??
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[MadPoet]

August 13, 2004

Black Moments...

Black moments we all have when things are going wrong when family and friends seem to have turned away, when things are breaking all over the place, and nothing seems to work right at all. As you lay on your pillow thinking when will this end? And then a little inspiration comes to you, to turn outwards to appeal,

ohh Dear God I could use a little help about now, a little strength to see my way thru all this mess. Not asking you to fix my problems, I can do that, with just a little help, a little strength to carry me thru, Dear Lord you never failed me, never turned away from me in my need.

As a peaceful sleep now seems to come and morning light, a fresh new spirit within, a new strength, you hear your self say, oh thank you Lord, I can take it from here now... Sighh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

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Monday Monday,
so hard to start,
wana lay here
for a while,

head it hurts,
don't want to go,
don't want to work,
tho I should,

wish you were here
along side me,
wish I won
the lottery,

so many wishes
on Monday morn,
wish I wasn't
even born,

but coffee and
a smoke for me,
then my bones,
will be free,

to get up out of bed,
and go to work,
tho I dread, Monday mornings... sighh

Kiss kiss
More coffee sweets?
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

9:12 P.M. 7/10/2004

In the golden land
of Greece the athletes
do return,

land of great works
that benefitted mankind,
for western civilization
to build its world upon.

Now they come
once again in
competitive spirits,
to prove the worthiness
of human kind,

strong bodies, of strong spirits
to compete in
freedoms original land

Winners all who compete,
for losers do not exits
who do there best,

the sprits of ancient days,
come back to dwell again,
as the flame
does burn once more...

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet...
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[MadPoet]

3:54 P.M. 8/21/2004

Lovers lament 89...

Tho I went in
early mornings light,
with the thoughts
of holding
her tight,

her thoughts
were not of me,
but of groceries
and other things,

tho I tried so
very hard,
to kiss her lips
of such delight,

it all was to no avail,
she just didn't
feel for me at all,

so with a sigh,
I went away,
to wait for another day....Sighh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

8:04 A.M. 8/22/2004

Lonely men... Suggested by"Moo" of Australia

Into my halls
they do come,
men who do
live alone,

looking for some
gal to meet,
in my hotel
close to the beach,
lonely men looking for love...


How they try
to make a hit,
try to make them
for the night,
try for kisses
and lots more,
these lonely men
looking for love...

When morning comes
off they go,
back to a world
of loneliness,
till next time
they come again,
lonely men looking for love... sighhh

kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

August 22, 2004 9:30 a.m.

Lonely ladies
at the dance
lonely ladies
waiting for a chance,

lonely ladies
looking for a guy,
lonely ladies
wanting some romance,

lonely ladies
with dreams of hope,
lonely ladies,
needing it be soon,

will fate grace them
with some love?
ohh lonely ladies
I hope you have a chance... Sighhh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

August 23, 2004 7:30 a.m.

Ohh Monday
morning once again,
time to get up and go
off to work again,

God it's so nice out today
after a rainy weekend,
temptation sure is strong,
to call in with a broken arm,

sure be nicer spending
Monday morning
in your loving arms... sighh

Kiss Kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

9:59 PM 5/11/2001

............... Oh Ma


Ahh my mother who gave me life
then wiped my ass with a wipe,
fed me from her breasts
with such tender lovingness,

was quick to smack me
when I was bad,
yet laugh behind my back
at all the bad things
I would do,
her strap was never
far from view,

how she kept me alive
thru those years when
mischief was so dear,
plucking me from
under cars,
shaking her fist
when I was to parachute
from roof top
with umbrella in hand

hot pudding when
I came home
from school on
winters day,

sewing mitten to
my coat,
so in snow
I could play

telling that cranky
old bitch next door,
you must be mistaken,
couldn't be my son whose
ball went thru your door
to knock your antiquate
vase to the floor

Oh Ma Oh ma
how I miss you so,
here I am at forty or so,
still missing that great
big hug and kiss,
when I left the house
to play

the sight of you
at the stove cooking
up a storm,
yelling for me to
come wash
sit down and eat,

filling my belly
with great big treats,
hot breads
and all the rest

oh Ma oh ma
my life is
not the same
since you have
gone from me..... Sighhh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

August 23, 2004

He's gone away
again today
to do the things
that he must do,

busy busy
all the time
with little time
for me,

I fear that it is
only stories
to give him time
away from me,

but what is he doing,
if he's not here
with me?

This busyness
can be overdone,
for who will
hold me tight,
to quiet my
trembling heart?

Tempting is the laddies,
who more and more
comes to mind.

Perhaps he is
telling me
that he no longer cares,
and this is his way
of saying

I just have
no time for you,
no time for you any more... Sighh

Kiss Kiss
Mad Poet
PS I do write for the ladies, and try to express there point of view as they express there sadness to me...
[e-mail] do send me your comments... yesss??
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[MadPoet]

August 24, 2004 4:25 P.M.

A melody of yesterday
came wafting
thru this place,

how strange it was,
to hear it once again,
the melody at
my heart strings
did pluck,
like once before,

but when I turned
to find it,
it was gone as before,

now thru the night
like the butterfly
I must go,
to seek that melody
that I once adored...sighh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

An old one but still a favorite...

10:52 A.M. 7/11/99

"Sunday morning every ones home
coffee perking on the stove
kid's are playing on the floor
mom is cooking eggs galore
dad is reading or fixing car
brother and sis are arguing again
so God's in his heaven and alright
with us, remembering its Sunday
and Jesus love us"

kiss kiss
Mad Poet ...not always bad..
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[MadPoet]

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Circa 1999

What did I expect
what did I want
what put me on this path
My heart was sad from little use
my arms so longing to hold
my night's empty and dream less

Till I found thee
and opened my eyes
that tho time flies
there still is love

some where here
somewhere in this place
they call the cyber space

Come here I will
to take my fill
and revieve my dreams
of long ago

Of some one to love me
and hold me tight
to give me courage
thru the night

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

August 31, 2004

A paradox...

You live in a small town, and a rich man dies and leaves everyone, one thousand dollars in his will. Everyone except you, you he leaves five hundred dollars.

The question.

Are you happy or sad... ??

MP
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August 31, 2004

My Flame...

How you draw me close, how you draw me near, but you are a burning flame my dear, whose light and warmth I cannot resist, yet if I come to close, like the butter fly, into your burning flame I will go.

For your burning fire does drive my desire to touch and taste that passion, to enmesh and never let go, but your firey flame is too hot for me to survive, to live, yet without it I will die as well, so into your burning flame I go for a moment's love of paradise, and my soul is consumed by your flame of great love in a moment supreme....

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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[MadPoet]

8:41 AM 9/1/2004

Written in early 1999 and asked for often


The completed "Butterfly"


""A butterfly came fluttering in ..not thru the window ..but thru the "Net".. soft and gentle ...her scent capturing me ... sigh now At night I long for her.. to come my way again.. for I wish to join her in her flight thru the night...and hope she takes me... for her mate...""

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My butterfly is flying out there in space, drinking flowery nectars with such grace. but here I'll be for her needs...should she chose to give me measure, a kiss, a hug or whatever be... she warms my heart with great pleasure..

Reply to Butterfly by: Poetess "Anonymous"

Didn't know I had it in me...
But this man on the net
He all let it all break free

My inner thoughts, my fantasy
to be who I want to be..
in reality

I feel for him, can't deny
so tender and caring
love this guy

so let him join me..in my flight.
and be one..
in this silent night.

Reply to "Anonymous"

And so my faith is sealed
for with her to embrace
in ever lasting love and pleasure
to fly in starry skis with moon beams
wide

As in lovingness we fly
somewhere in time and space
away from this noisy place
filling each the other
as we flutter high...
forever...forever.. Sighh

Kiss kiss
Mad Poet
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